No sign of life within her eyes,
What is it that she see's
Within the world that's made her die?

Breath away your pain -

I whisper between the breaths of her name

Scream away the disasters that rage
With your brain.

Poor disheaveled thing of dread,
What would you give to have that taken
Away, that chokes your thoughts and
Fucks your every step?

You haven't lost your will...
It is there beneath the filth
That love has shit.

Hearing your voice so long ago
Has driven me here,
To remember the rose of your soul.

How do I find you?
Alone -
With snow in your hair,
Lying there,
Against some nameless place,
Smoking away your warmth
Through a graceless face.

Can you hear me?
Through that blank gaze?
Can you see me?
Beyond the glistening
Of your frozen misery?

Am I but a ghost to you?
Just another lost soul -

I ask the unknown -
Why can't she scream away her pain?
WHY?!?!
You that fucks the life out of the mouths
Of the innocent when they cry!
Yet abominations of my like roam the Earth
Raping for your pleasure -
For the measures of some omnipotent plan
That thrives on the suffering and the blood
For a god of sin!
What has she done to deserve this fate
To be forgotten within?

WHY?!?!

WHY DON'T YOU MELT HER TEARS?!?

What remains of her softness -
I find with a caress -
My kisses against her mouth,
Fill her in warm breath.
Inside the ruin
That has become her mind...
She remembers -
With her last ember -
She speaks my name.
My tears clense her of the lies -
Is it murder to release her
Heart from this prison - life?

Sleep my love.
It will come back clearly
For I love you dearly.
Many have paid for His sin,
Many more shall fall so that you
Will live above the stars
So so far from this dying
Nostalgia of my words.
Copywrite 2006 Jesus Cruz Jr